Capping off a three-day weekend with a glass of wine and some new-age music . . . and these free-flowing thoughts . . .
I wonder if being a bisexual person is the most difficult of all sexual orientations (hetero, lesbian, gay, bisexual), especially if you are in a monogamous relationship? I am a bisexual person in such a relationship with a woman I love, but I do miss the sexual experience of being with a big, strong man . . . of being taken . . . sigh . . . there is nothing like it . . .
I also miss being a dominatrix — the playful, tongue-in-cheek sort, not for money — and having men worship me . . . sigh . . . such fun . . . (giggles)
Yes, these pleasures I have sacrificed in the name of love.
I suppose everyone who is in a monogamous relationship feels the need for sexual variety at times, but suppresses it or restricts it to fantasy, and I suspect most people have sexual fantasies. I wonder how many hetero people fantasize about same-sex encounters or serving a dominatrix; I wonder how many of my readers would admit it here . . . Do tell . . .
Do tell . . .
I have thought about same sex encounters, but, alas, intellectually, it did not give me a rise. Like wise gay porn, I’m curious, but not stimulated. I guess I am what I am.
Jill, you asked in a recent post if we had made any new year resolutions, I made one I knew would be easy to keep and gave up sex…